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Going through it
Even though the intense weather has been draining me physically (why am I sweating while simply lying down on my bed?!) I'm still here btw. Updates on this site has become sporadic and I'm trying not to feel bad for walking away from it for a few days.
I have just been touching grass lately, spending time with family, my fiance and most importantly, myself. I still have a bunch of plans for this site but ironically I'm being paralyzed with those ideas. It's crazy to think just how much I have learned in making and maintaining websites in just a short while (my humble corner is turning one month soon!) and I'm getting aware of how much messy my code is LOL It's practically a <div> soup... it hurts my eyes looking at it and everything crumbles when I add just one line. But the fact that I'm aware of my mistakes means I'm learning, which is good... right? I mean, I really didn't know what I was doing a month ago, I was just mainly going with the ~vibes~ in my brain. I'm surprised myself that I was able to make this purely on self-indulgence and the high of learning a new skill.
So in the next few days (or weeks?) I'll be doing some spring cleaning in my files and slowly overhauling each page to be slightly more organized and sensible to me and the visitor. My site is starting to be more something that feels... not mine? I'm trying not to think too much about it! I'm sure there are tons of website owners out there who rearranges their site more often than usual. I'll just think of this as me getting the energy to move furniture in my room at two in the morning.
Anyway, this is just a short entry for today. I apologize in advance for the broken links as I experiment with stuff behind the scenes. I'm a bit excited to apply what I have learned these past few weeks yipeee :}
- niki